Colours of Fall

Colours of Fall
the bright colours of Fall Leaves help me to find my way...

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Still Here!

So... it's been 16 days so far. 26 more days until i reach the point of no return. Until i reach the same length of time i quit coke last time. I am going to reach beyond it... FOREVER!

It feels uncomfortable to say that. Am I just lying to myself? Is it really forever? I have to keep reminding myself that I DO want to never drink the stuff again. To always feel better than I did when I was drinking the stuff. Remember the bloating... remember the cramping... remember the bad breath... remember being tied to the glass, always have to make sure I have another bottle in the fridge at the ready, ready when I finish that last glass. So the ratio is heavily weighted on the quit side. Ten reasons to quit : two reasons not to. TEN good reasons!

Today I feel myself sinking into that feeling of 'want' again. I must get out of my chair and get busy doing something in my day. Accomplish something that I keep meaning to do. Get it done. And then reward yourself with a tall glass of icewater. Ahhhhh how refreshing!

Today is a new day...

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